a new fellowship

it was an unforgettable night yesterday... I somehow felt very lonely lately, starting from the period that i needed to take care of the easter musical, i felt being left alone by the Praise team members, but those feelings can't be reviewed.. there was one day feeling pretty poor wandering on causeway bay's street at night on my own, I was meant to meet an old classmate, but things just didn't work out, emotionally broke down.... day by day somehow still feeling that I am still struggling to go on my life... although rationally know that there are many many caring pastor, cmo, brothers and sisters and friends and students, emotionally feel very lonely. However, accidently had a short chat with clivia, she has the same tension with family as me.. feel not being alone and supported. last night, after practice, we became crazy inside the band room again, and had some fun, just feeling being loved... after that, went karaoke together with matthew, daniel, albert clivia and others, actually, i didn't wanna go, but i know that they planned for me, very touched..