A new start at a new year

I usually have some new wishes at the beginning of each year. Things have been changing quite rapidly in the last quarter of 2004. I had a new church life after struggling for so many years since getting back to Hong Kong.

For many years I have been going church feeling like a visitor.. partly because I still allow myself to stay at the honeymoon feeling of church life back in college years.. I have been complaining that it is very hard to get deep with people in HK's environment.

Yet, things start to improve since I got into the music ministry at my church, day by day I feel more clinged to my band members and our pastor and his wife.

Nevertheless, Life is full of surprise, at my happiest time, this ministry and fellowship was suddenly brought to a halt. I started to review all this experience lately..

Surprisingly, I am less sorrow than I have expected. I somehow understand God's will more these days.. and I actually learn to treasure every tiny bit I process....

Even now, though I have no idea how God is preparing my way, I start to enjoy what He does for me (it is a big lesson) knowing that he won't trick me for sure ;-P