Sunday, August 13, 2006
Monday, August 07, 2006
By the grace of God
Try to put myself together from pieces. Still can't sleep, hope the pill works.
Still can't be freed. Yet, stay normal outside although it's not yet normal inside.
So much cant' reveal / nor has urge to express.
Kinda troubled at heart not being able to end everything from old sch. Still pondering about the students' classes, exams..
Finally need to stand up for new post. Dear God, is this the right way? I know you let me do this, you willbe walking with me too, though I am prepared, I am to vulerable to shed more tears. Demanding, need lots wisdom about relationship, very very careful with my status.
God, please bless me. Siu siu, thank you for being there always, I know it won't be easy as you say with my rank, in fact very dangerous to step into the pond. Bare in mind who the boss is.. prepared for all the Attks.
Still can't be freed. Yet, stay normal outside although it's not yet normal inside.
So much cant' reveal / nor has urge to express.
Kinda troubled at heart not being able to end everything from old sch. Still pondering about the students' classes, exams..
Finally need to stand up for new post. Dear God, is this the right way? I know you let me do this, you willbe walking with me too, though I am prepared, I am to vulerable to shed more tears. Demanding, need lots wisdom about relationship, very very careful with my status.
God, please bless me. Siu siu, thank you for being there always, I know it won't be easy as you say with my rank, in fact very dangerous to step into the pond. Bare in mind who the boss is.. prepared for all the Attks.




